Dear Diary,
We had a party today. The three namesake houses that are considered as one. I always feel lonely at parties, uncomfortable in a group of people whom I don't know properly, to whom I can't say more than 3 sentences. Today I felt that exaggerated feeling of loneliness and emptiness inside me. With a room full of people, all drunk, all insane in their own world, swaying to music, dancing madly, and doing what their heart wanted. All I wanted to do was run, run away to my sane world, the world I know, the world of soberness. I don't drink. Not because I can't. Because I don't want to. Because I believe I am high enough on life. I don't think I need another stimulant.
It's strange how people behave when high. It's like you don't know them. And every person you catch saying - I'm not high, rest assured he's completely high. I feel scared of such people. More than scared, I feel awkward and unsure of how I should behave. And worried about some close ones.
It's weird. It's strange. It's almost alien. This feeling. I can't wait for my world to become sane again.
Ciao,
Shruti
In Prabal Gurung
8 hours ago
3 comments:
C'mon!!! It's extremely funny!!!
THe first half hour in the company of 'high' n drunk characters can be incredible fun. I've had the best of times being sober around my drunken friends. The conversation gets so hilarious, its a completely different plane :-)
Of course, after a while if it gets messy, or people start snoozing, then it can be damn boring...
Every human gets to make a choice. It's all about the choice.
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