Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Questions!

These questions keep haunting me - what is love really? What is betrayal? Who defines what is that thin line between cheating and not cheating? Or does it just depend on your gut feeling? What do you do when you see yourself being exploited mentally, and see that the culprit has a clean conscience? What is over-reaction, really? Who defines it?
Does anybody have answers to these?

Sometimes I feel whatever is happening is all my fault! Sometimes I feel that, it is not so...
I don't think it's my fault. I will not let myself take the blame.

On a different and a happier note....I am still able to blog..Yaaaaay!!
Gawd..I have no idea what I'll do without it?!!
Here I can say whatever's bothering me, without worrying that it is going to judge me, advice me (sometimes I just need to let my heart out, w/o being consoled, told right from wrong etc.), or do anything!

Sayonara!

7 comments:

Guy Next Door said...

Can vanture some guesses...
1) love - friendship on fire (saw this somewhere, I have no idea about it myself)
2) There is no thin line. when someone puts one's own self before you, especially when that person has a responsibility to you, that is cheating.
3) You do nothing, can't do anything!
4) Overeraction? well, i guess u never know it until later. Only a lot of time later, when YOU yourself feel that what you did was unwarranted, I guess that is over-reaction.
I dont know in what context you percieve these questions, the answers atleast were in the way I percieve them...

Shruti said...

Hey guy next door....
Thanks..for trying to answer my questions!!
I wont say they answered it al...but yeah gave me a new perspective...which is good enough too!!
And I guess in the end....we all have to answer our own questions....
by the by...lemme mention this..I keep wandering into that place (in my mind) of asking a lot of questions once in a while....you see i have this stupid stupid habit of thinking a lot! :D

Pensativo said...

Pretty Honest post. But then all your posts are like that only :). what I like about your blog is that it speaks out well without any articulation.
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Well for persons who think a lot, there is no ending of constant rambling. One answer would lead to another questions and it keeps going on :)

Shruti said...

@Pensativo
"it speaks out well without any articulation."
Now I am not sure whether this is a compliment or not? ;P he he!!
It speaks well....
but no articulation...lol!! :D

Anyways...I agree...for people who think a lot, there's no end to questions(and ramblings too sometimes ;) )
But I assure you these questions are not completely my "think-a-lot" brain's fault...
Sometimes things happen which lead you to think like crazy...
Have you not ever experienced that??

Pensativo said...

It was a compliment for sure :). By speaking out without any articulation I meant that you don't try to hide your emotions in the post, you display them loudly and that's the quality I like about your posts ;) and you are right that things make us think like anything and not only me but I think everyone must have experienced it at some point of time at least if not frequently.

Guy Next Door said...

pensativo makes sense... but I still believe, that this ability, (and not a 'stupid stupid' habit), is not posessed by all. Probably you need a level of sensitivity, and a streak of irrationality (which is good), to be able to think so much, so crazily about anything and everything under the sun...

Shruti said...

@Pensativo - Thanks for the compliment :)

@guy next door - You may be right...this is probably not possessed by all..and you make it sound something really good :)
I am sure you have it too, so as to understand and put it in words so accurately n beautifully!
But I think even you'll agree, its not one of best traits to possess! :)